Today is one of those days where all I really want to do is pull the covers over my head and forget about everyone and everything. I’m sick of always being put down, I can’t remember the last time something positive was actually said about me. These people who put me down are the ones who know that their words have the power to make me feel like shit. I honestly don’t know what to do with myself. I have no one to complain to or vent to simply because the people who use to listen now only point out the fact that I complain too much about everything. I’m human, humans complain. I don’t care where you live or what your life may be like, you’ve complained at least a few times during your life span. I feel like people expect way too much out of me. I can only give so much, but the little amount that i do give isn’t good enough for anyone. I try to help people to the best of my ability , most of the time I leave myself out of the equation. The one thing I hear often is that I’m selfish. By now, I think I’ve heard it from everyone. Maybe i’m in denial or some shit but I’m know for a fact that i’m not selfish. I spend most of my time trying to please the ungrateful fucks around me, my hard work never pays off because what i’m giving isn’t good enough.
I just want to sleep with my cat for the remainder of the day